Will it ever stop?

Last night Daddy Wolf took Baby Daughter Wolf to movie.  Oldest Wolf Daughter and I stay home, she worked in her room on the computer and I watch a program on tv.  I was just searching through the tv to see what was on when I came across a program on bully.  The question was will it ever stop, like I said in my last post no it wouldn't not as long as you have alot of people together.
I really wish it would though.  I never got it when I was growing up and still don't.
I remember one time after the holidays I got  a new shirt, pants and shoes. I was so proud to go back to school to show them off.  What a big mistake to be proud.  I have learn if I am proud never show it.  This can happen if you do.  We were in class and the teacher went around asking us all what we got I was at the end of my seat waiting so excited to show and tell my new outfit, couldn't wait for my turn. When my turn came I stood up so proud and show them all then everyone laugh I looked around and couldn't figure out who or what they were laughing at.  Then it came to me they were laughing at me I turn every shade of red, sat down really fast just wanted to cawl under my desk and never be seen or heard from again.  Then a few seconds later the teacher said ok class we are done showing and telling, now its movie time. The next thing I knew someone was writing on the back of my shirt I turn around and the teacher yelled at me. I said so and so wrote on my new shirt she said no there head is down. Once again I was in the spot light not my choice and it was my fault. No one believe me.  So, I sat there so sad, wanting to cry this is my shirt I am proud. Then they started writing on it again, I knew I couldn't say anything the teacher wouldn't believe me so I sat for a few minutes then I move my desk up little and of course the desk had to make a noise to get the teachers attention this time the teacher came and move me, she thought she was punishing me, but what she didn't know was she was helping me. I try to explain it to her and she told me to sit here and be quiet.  I sat there I couldn't get in the movie I knew I had to go home and explain to my parents what happen to my shirt there was no way I could get the markers out at school.   The rest of the day I just stayed to myself with my head low and keep asking my self why am I here. Do I enjoy this? No I am here because my parents say I have to be. Why?    Well the bell finally rang time to go home.  I knew once I enter that big yellow monster bus I was in for more bully and trouble.  So, I stay in the back of the line being the last one hoping and praying no one would see me so I could go home in peace for once.  Once I got on the bus I took the  very first seat behind the driver and sat very low hoping no one would see me.  Well that didn't last but 2 mintues if that long. Next thing I knew my hair was being pulled, gum put in my hair and people calling me names. I sat there like I was dead and cried softly and wondering why, what did I ever do to you all. I am sitting here not saying a thing. Yes, I don' t have the right clothes on I understand they aren't  name brands but I am proud of them. Yes, I understand I am short and don't have the prefect body, yes I understand I don't live in the right house, yes I understand we don't drive the right cars. But, hey I am ok with it I am not bothering anyone why are you all picking on me.  Well the time came for me to get off the bus not only did I have to explain my shirt but now I had gum in my hair.  Well when I got home I went right to my room to change my shirt. I took it off I was so proud of the shirt it was so pretty but now it was mess I cried and cried and thought why I never did anything to them.  I took the shirt down to the bathroom and try washing it out by hand but no it wouldn't come off. Of course it had to be permanent markers I knew I had to face my parents and tell them. They worked hard for it. Well then I look in the mirror and seen my long curl hair and that big use piece of gum and knew I had to try to get that out first I really didn't want to have to tell them about this too. So, I pulled and pulled and it didn't come out.  You see they not only put it in my hair they smashed it in good. So, I went and got scissors and cut it out. Wow it left a nice bald spot on the side of my head.  I looked up to God and said Lord why?  I cried it seem like hours but it was only minutes then I wash my face went and told my parents.   Well I got in trouble for cutting my hair sent to my room.  I was so upset I never wanted to go back to school but I knew I had too. 
Yea, I know the saying put the big girl panties on and deal with it. But, how much does one deal with it before they say enough is enough. If you never been in these shoes you will never know. .To this day I have trouble meeting and trusting people. I stay to myself and watch what I say. I don't know if I ever will trust people I don't know.   Daddy Wolf had a hard time getting me to trust him.  Thank God he didn't give up on me.  I hold alot in to this day, many days I wish I had someone I could trust to talk too and know they wouldn't make fun of me because I did something or  said something.  They would be there to help me not hurt me.  But, I given up on that.  I just talk to Daddy Wolf but don't want to put it all on his shoulders so try not to tell him alot even though he knows most of it.  
So,  back to the question that started this thread will it ever stop?  My answer is NO.  I wish it would, I pray it would.  I wish and pray I never had to hear about another child being bully again.  But, like I said when you have alot of people together there always has to be a clown in the group.
I could write many stories about my wonderful years in school.

Rest in Peace My Class mate.

Rest in Peace Sharon Jo Campbell Workman. You were a great classmate, friend, mother, wife, daughter, aunt, sister list goes on and on and you were fighter to the end. Know that you were loved and will be miss by many.
I now hope you are pain free and in a better place.  
God be with your wonderful family and friends right now. 

Cold!

Mama Wolf caught this cold from the students I been teaching. Trying to get over it. The cough and all is hard part of it. I know with rest and plenty of fluids it will be go soon. I hope. 
Daddy Wolf and the little Wolfs took over Wolf Bay High today and let me sleep and rest. It was great day wish I wasn't sick. 
Sometimes there has to be some pebbles in the road we have to kick out of the way to get to the other side.
I hoping tomorrow will be better day at Wolf Bay High.

Substitute Teacher

If someone would of told me a few years back I would be a Substitute Teacher, I would of laugh at them and told them no way. Wow! You never know what life will bring or what that turn in road will be up a head. 
I started Substitute Teaching the middle of September and been working alot.  Do, I like it? Yes so far so good. Yes, there are some that try to see how far they can pull my string. But, didn't we all try that once or twice in life. Other then that they are really good children. 
So, life at Wolf Bay High has taken a turn. The girls do most of there school while Daddy and Mommy Wolf are working and when we get home we finish it up.  Its working out great. 
So far so good. But, the little Wolf education is the most important thing so if something starts to slip I will close shop as a substitute teacher to finish off the little Wolf school. 

Doesn't Mother Nature Know?

Doesn't Mother Nature know its fall?  Wow maybe I need to have a talk with her. Its the end of October and it's in the 90's down here.  One day we will get some cool weather. 

Busy day at Wolf Bay High.  Girls were busy in school will do Math when Daddy Wolf gets home. 
Homemade stew in the slow cooker with home made bread.


Mama Wolf is fighting a cold. Its going around I don't know where I got it. Its not from the cold weather because its not cold down here. Must be something in the air.  Worked all day went well. Off to bed. Hope you all have a great night.

Busy Sunday at Wolf Bay High!

Wow! woke up, hit the floor and off to work I went.  Cooked all morning long. Got all the cooking done for the week. Washed 5 loads of clothes, got the girls school ready so they know what to do when I am not here. Clean floors. Now washing the grey out of my hair.  I don't know where it comes from, but it seems to come back fast. LOL
Now I think its time for Daddy Wolf to smoke some sausage and then I think I  might sit and rest some. Busy work week this week. Thank God I got some work hope it keeps up.

Shhh don't tell Daddy Wolf!

Shhhhhhh don't let Daddy Wolf know that I wrote this. LOL   He made supper tonight and it was great. He always tells me he can't cook my oh my it was great. He made stuff pork chops with bake potatoes. We all told him it was good. He just don't care to cook much. 

Had a great day. Mess around cleaning and went shopping to get ready for another busy week next week. 
Keeps us going and young. LOL 

TGIF

We all love Fridays don't we. But, then before we know it Monday will be here and we all will be sitting around saying is it Friday yet. Another busy day at work. All went well today, just along day. But, hey have to have them once in awhile or life would be no fun. 
Windy here today saying the hurricane out there is suppose to miss us.  We need to keep our eyes open  till it is gone those things have a mind of there own and don't care what we say or what we want them to do. 
It could bring us a little rain and some cool air that would great.

Wonderful trip to the grocery store today!

Did I tell you all I love coupons, well if I didn't I do.. You know with money hard to come by now days and work not the best. I have been doing everything I can to make life as easy as I can for my family.  I have been really good with coupons.   I start by making a weekly menu, then I check the freezer and  my pantry to see what I have and what I need to get.  If I need something more, I then check my coupons to see if I have any coupons,  if not then I go on  whatever I am looking for website and check for coupons there. For example if I need soup for a dish I go to campbells website and see if they have coupons. Well today I went to the store and my total was $123.89, I then handed the lady my coupons and got it down to $31.09 that is with trash bags, cat food, toilet paper and paper towels. You should of seen Daddy's Wolfs eyes when I should him how much I save.  Well off to find more coupons. Going on bear hunt.  I guess I should say coupon hunt.

Bully

It just seems like its something that will always be there when you have a lot of people together. 
I was bully all the way through school. I remember going home and going to my room and crying and asking God why do I have to live like this.  I never wanted to go school, and when I was there I didn't care I was to busy trying to keep my self from getting picked on, or being called names,or my locker tape shut or things like that. It was a rough high school I would never want to live it again. I remember praying my life away and that is so sad as life is so short.  I remembering praying one night and told God just get me through high school and I am moving far away and never coming back. Boy, I made it and I don't go back much.  
People or other students just don't get what they do to people when they call others name or pick on them.
Yes, life is not a bowl of cherries and we all have to fight for everything we want but do we really have to call others name or pick on others because they don't look like someone you want them to look like or can't drive the right car, or live in the right house.  God, made each and everyone different, Thank God for that and we need to remember that.  I really wish the bully would stop, its so sad you turn on the news and hear about all the young ones shooting them self or hanging them self.  Its sad all because they didn't fit in.   Well if they are happy with what they are doing, we need not to worry about it. 
I am so glad I homeschool my girls, as bully doesn't seem to be getting any better.  I taught my girls and tell them a lot. We all are different some of us wear  green pants, others wear pink ones but that doesn't matter they are still human we need to not worry about what they do and be happy with our self and what we got.  Never judge someone by what they wear, what church they go too. I meet a lot of super people from all walks of life and believe me, I will tell  you,I know some that work hard for everthing and are the sweetest people others like them who are wow.   Same with the rich. I just go on with my life and they go on with there's.  I just wish there was something we or someone could do to stop the bully in the young ones. It's hard for us to understand but when you are young its even harder to understand.  I am walking proof.  Still don't understand why I was bully so much in school.  I think its because we didn't have the right money for everything, and my father drank a lot. Those are the only things I can think of.  But, believe me its a scar me, I will wear that the rest of my life, yes it does fade but never goes away.  So, sad I hope those that pick on me are now thinking of it and wishing they didn't.. Many times I wonder if my life would be different if I wasn't bully in school. 

Big Difference!

Packed the Wolf Gang up and off we went camping for the week end up to hill country. It is so pretty up there, lots of trees and cool weather.  We sat around the camp fire both nights enjoying the wonderful heat and eating smores they are so good.  Daddy wolf and Mama wolf had a couple adult drinks.
We took a big hike up a trail that was 4.9 miles long it was so pretty seeing all the neat wildlife and plants, meeting a lot of wonderful people.
Daddy Wolf and I were talking one night by the camp fire how different people are camping then in the city which we live in. You can leave everything out while you are gone hiking and come back and everything will be there, nothing touch. Try that in the city. Don't work that way.  Wow! just like night and day people are there.  People are so friendly, we meet a lot of wonderful people and had some good grill outs. 

confused but then I think alot of people are!

There's been alot of things going around on facebook about people posting unhappy things. If you can't post something nice don't post. WOW!  I thought that was a big slap in alot of peoples face.
I think everyone on facebook has post something about the weather being bad or good. About having trouble with this or that.  I never see it as complaining  or not posting something nice. I love hearing from all facebook friends and family I love hearing how there weather is good or bad. I love to hear how there children are doing good or bad.  Even how there marriage is doing.  Yes, some days there is more rocks in the road that some have to climb to get through.  That is what I thought friends and family were for, to be there to support you. Unless I miss un stood the whole thing.  
It just hit me wrong I guess because I have always held everything in.  Since I been fifteen and lost my father right in front of me. To the time I was kidnap.  Yes, I could on and on but I try not to bother people with my life.  Some days I will admit I wish I had someone to talk too and get some of this off my shoulder and not always on my husband and girls. I am so glad to have them they are wonderful and the best thing that ever happen to me.   
I just want all my friends and family know its fine with me to post whatever you feel you need to post good or bad. I understand we all don't have good days, weeks or months. But once we climb that hill all is well. 

So Cute!

People will forget what you said,

people will forget what you did,

but people will never forget how you made them feel."

 

 

 

 

To:               YOU Date:            TODAY From:           GOD Subject:        YOURSELF Reference:    LIFE  Now, you have a nice day.  God

 

 

 

 

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Homeschooling at Wolf Bay High

Off today for some more studying at Wolf Bay High. Today we are studying Biology with Big Daughter Wolf.  Learning all kinds of things about our body. Wow!  alot of names out there. You wonder where they come up with all those names and why they have to be so big and how to say. It seems the bigger the name and the harder to say the name is the worst. Wow! 
Baby Wolf Daughter, is studying Earth Science with Daddy Wolf and they are going to town. Baby Wolf and I worked on some more of her driving she has to do another course on line to get her license in the state of Texas alot of it is repeats some of the things they ask: you say what does that have to do with driving but like I told Baby Wolf there must be a point we just don't see it right now so we need to learn and do our job and get on.  Some days we all just want to shake our heads and say wow what was that about or what did that have to do with that. But, we always seem to put our heads together and get through it. 


Keep smile Tomorrow is another day!

Another day at Wolf Bay High!

Wow!  As these little Wolf daughters get older, life gets busy. I thought they were busy when they were younger, yes it was, now its busy in a different way.  Always something to do and get done. With Mama Wolf going back to work it doesn't slow us down here in Wolf Bay but it keeps us busy and out of trouble. Or like Daddy Wolf says out of the bars. LOL
But, we are having so much fun doing it.  Baby Wolf has been busy driving all over the place she is getting really good. Today took me to town for tea and to get the mail. It was so cute we were coming back home and a cop pull in behind us, poor thing I thought she would crap her pants. So, being a Mama Wolf I wanted to keep her mind busy and not get all nervous and mess up so I said wouldn't it be neat if he pulled you over. She goes Mom no.  Then we both laugh it was cute.  Now we will take the baby Wolf over the big bridge to the big city soon. Once she gets a few more hours under her belt. 
Big Wolf Daughter is busy finishing up her senior year and getting everything in.  She is taking sewing and doing great. Thanks to a great friend of ours in IL. who has been giving us pointer on the phone. Thanks Mama C you rock girl.  
Went out to mow the lawn today and came in sweating like I never sweated before. Went and look at the calendar yep its October.  Tell that to mother nature she had other plans and wanted it to be 90 out today. 
Put a Italian Beef in slow cooker tonight then made mash potatoes and throw the beef on top of the potato it turn out great.

Great Day at Wolf Bay High!

Big daughter Wolf got a 100 on her History  Exam, and 95 on her sewing exam.  Yea, we are getting closer and closer to the end and its scary me. I keep looking at her and wondering where all the time, went and how she grew up so fast. I am bless to have her home with me all these years and to teach her. But, it will be a very sad day when she says good bye.  I do know we all have to go through that sometime in our life.  Baby Wolf woke up this morning and wanted to garage sale so off we went. Wow, they are bad over price and nothing worth it.  Then we came home and mess around most of the day then I try a new dish for our dinner tonight it was pasta and shrimp went over well. 
 

Busy at Wolf Bay High!

Just busy here at Wolf Bay High, taking tons of exam. Ok not a ton, but the little wolf's think it is.
Baby Wolf took one in English and Math this week. Got a 95 in English and 85 in Math.  Big daughter Wolf took a Spanish one and got 95 she has History and Sewing tomorrow.   Seems like all the Wolf's been doing is studying and trying to get smarter.  Learning new words in the Spanish book, and trying to put nouns,verbs and adverbs where they should be.  Learning about all the World History of the World and why American has something or does anything for each Country.. learning alot.

Then we are busy with the new student Lilo she likes eating paper and chasing pencils all over the school room.  Not a very good student yet. Maybe with time she will get better.

Busy Day today!

What a nice cool day at Wolf Bay High today. Busy with school and getting it all in. So much to learn and so little time to get it all in. The girls are so busy with everything.   Took mustang back into shop to get fix again. This time hopeful will be done right.  Little Lilo (our new kitty) is adjusting very well to the house. Seems to think she is bigger then she is.  

Written by a Cop!

**PLEASE TAKE A MINUTE TO READ THIS. IT MAY SAVE YOUR LIFE**
>
> **read this. It may save your life or a loved one's.**
> *In daylight hours, refresh yourself *
> *of these things to do*
> *in an emergency situation...*
> *This is for you,*
> *and for you to share*
> *with your wife,*
> *your children,*
> *everyone you know.*
> *After reading these** 9 crucial tips**,*
> *forward them to someone you care about. *
> *It never hurts to be careful*
> *in this crazy world we live in. ** *
> *
> **1.** **Tip from/ Tae Kwon Do/ :*
> *The elbow* *is the strongest point*
> *on your body.*
> *If you are close enough to use it, ** ** do! * *
> **2..** Learned this from a tourist guide.*
> *If a robber asks* *for your wallet and/or purse,*
> *DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM**.*
> *Toss it away from you....*
> *Chances are* *that he is more interested*
> *in your wallet and/or purse* *than you,*
> *and he will go* * for the wallet/purse. *
> *RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION!*
> *3.** If you are ever thrown* *into the trunk of a car,*
> *kick out the back tail lights ** ** and stick your arm out the hole*
> *and start waving like crazy..*
> *The driver won't see you,* *but everybody else will. *
> *This has saved lives.*
> *4.** Women have a tendency* *to get into their cars*
> *after shopping, eating, working, etc., * *and just sit*
> *(doing their chequebook, or making a list, etc. *
> *DON'T DO THIS!)*
> *The predator* *will be watching you,* *and this*
> *is the perfect opportunity ** ** for him to get in*
> *on the passenger side,* *put a gun to your head, *
> *and tell you where to go.*
> *AS SOON AS YOU G ET INTO YOUR CAR ** ** , *
> *LOCK THE DOORS AND LEAVE..* *
>
> If someone*
> *is in the car*
> *with a gun*
> *to your head*
> *DO NOT DRIVE OFF,*
> *Repeat:*
> *DO NOT DRIVE OFF!*
> *Instead gun the engine*
> *and speed into anything,* *wrecking the car. *
> *Your Air Bag will save you.*
> *If the person is* * **in the back seat *
> *they will get the worst of it** **.*
> *As soon as the car crashes *
> *bail out and run.*
> *It is better** **than having them* * find your body*
> *in a remote location.*
> *5.** * *A few notes about getting*
> *into your car in a parking lot,*
> *or parking garage:*
> *A.)** Be aware:*
> *look around you,*
> *look into your car,*
> *at the passenger side floor** ** , *
> *and in the back seat.*
> *B.)** If you are parked next to a big van,*
> *enter your car from the passenger door* *.*
> *Most serial killers attack their victims*
> *by pulling them into their vans ** ** while the women*
> *are attempting** ** to get into their cars.*
> *C.)** Look at the car*
> *parked on the driver's side* *of your vehicle, *
> *and the passenger side...* *If a male is sitting alone*
> *in the seat nearest your car, ** ** you may want to walk back*
> *into the mall, or work,* *and get a*
> *guard/policeman* *to walk you back out. *
> *IT IS ALWAYS B ET TER TO BE SAFE THAN SORRY. (And better paranoid
> than dead.)*
> *6.** ALWAYS* *take the elevator*
> *instead of the stairs.*
> *Stairwells are horrible places** ** to be alone*
> *and the perfect crime spot.*
> *This is especially true at NIGHT!)*
> *7.** If the predator has a gun*
> *and you are not under his control,*
> *ALWAYS RUN!*
> *The predator will only hit you** ** (a running target)*
> *4 in 100 times;* *and even then,*
> *it most likely * * **WILL NOT* *be a vital organ.*
> *RUN,* * Preferably **in a zig -zag pattern!*
> *8.** As women,* *we are always trying*
> *to be sympathetic:*
> *STOP*
> *It may get you raped, * *or killed.*
> *Ted Bundy,* *the serial killer,* *was a good-looking, *
> *well educated man,* *who ALWAYS played *
> *on the sympathies* *of unsuspecting women. *
> *He walked with a cane,* * or a limp,* *and often*
> *asked* *'for help'* *into his vehicle* *or with his vehicle, *
> *which is when he abducted* *
> his next victim.*
> *9.** Another Safety Point:*
> *Someone just told me* * that her friend heard *
> *a crying baby on her porch* *the night before last, *
> *and she called the police* *because it was late *
> *and she thought it was weird.. ** ** The police told her *
> *'Whatever you do,* *DO NOT*
> *open the door..'*
> *The lady* *then said that* *it sounded like the baby *
> *had crawled near a window,* *and she was worried *
> *that it would crawl* * to the street* *and get run over. *
> *The policeman said,* *'We already have a unit on the way,*
> *whatever you do,* *DO NOT open the door.'*
> *He told her that they think* *a serial killer*
> *has a baby's cry recorded* *and uses it to coax *
> *women out of their homes* *thinking that someone *
> *dropped off a baby.. He said they have not verified it,*
> *but have had several calls* *by women saying that *
> *they hear baby's cries* *outside their doors *
> *when they're home alone* *at night.*
> *10**. Water scam!*
> *If you wake up in the middle
> of the night to hear all your taps outside running or what you think
> is a
> burst pipe, DO NOT GO OUT TO INVESTIGATE! These people turn on all your
> outside taps full ball so that you will go out to investigate and
> then attack.
>
> Stay alert, keep safe, and look out for your neighbours!*
> *Please pass this on*
> *This* * **e-mail should probably* *be taken seriously because *
> *the Crying Baby ** T heory* *was mentioned on*
> *America** 's Most Wanted* *when they profiled*
> *the serial killer in Louisiana **
>
> I'd like you* *to forward this* *to all the women you know. *
> *It may save a life.* *A candle is not dimmed * *by lighting another
> candle..*
> *I was going to send this to the ladies only, *
> *but guys,* *if you love your mothers,* *wives,* *sisters,*
> *daughters, etc.,*
> *you may want to* * **pass it onto them, as well. *
> *
> **Send this* *to any woman you know* *that may need *
> *to be reminded* *that the world we live in * *has a lot of crazies
> in it*
> *and it's better to be safe* *than sorry..*
> *Everyone should take 5 minutes to read this. It may save your life or*
> *a loved one's life*
>
>
>
>
>
>
>

Great Day at Wolf Bay High!

Woke up to a nice cool day in the 60's couldn't get any better then that. 
Daddy Wolf got busy changing break pads on the van, keep him busy.
I was busy cleaning and sweeping out the garage while he was working.
Then I made a wonderful breakfast for the gang. Then laid down for a long winter nap. Going to leave you all with a little thought. 




You are more important than you realize. If you've ever questioned whether what you think, say or do has value, stop! Your opinion counts, your words matter and your actions make a difference. Each and every day, through the lives you touch, you make this world a better place. Thank goodness you're here! It wouldn't be the same without you! 

New Student at Wolf Bay High!

Today Baby Wolf went to play at a friends house and called me and told me there was a little kitty stuck in a tree at her friends Grandma's place.  They got the kitty out and she wanted to know if she could bring it home.  So, when I went to pick her up the poor kitty was so hungry and crying for food, so load her up and brought her back to Wolf Bay High.  We named her little Miss Lilo.  She is a ham so far. Our other cat doesn't know what to think. But, with time he will adjust.  I am sure they will be buds.  Welcome to Wolf Bay High Miss Lilo get ready for school on Monday.